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break
up at 6.15am with z coming to show me a picture he'd drawn
at 6.30am i went downstairs to ask z to stop kicking the cardboard box round the kitchen (under our bedroom)
at 6.45am i went back to the kitchen to ask z to stop kicking the box round the kitchen AGAIN
but he wasn't there: it was mr. bunny eating the contents of the food bin and spreading rotting food waste round the kitchen
when i went to see what z was doing, he'd gone back to be and was sleeping soundly
i could not go back to sleep
so spent the morning weeding in herbaceous borders (or 'horatio borders', as z calls them)
jeff, ann marie and emma came OVA for afternoon tea
'it feels weird without mum here' said z
which is sad and true