Perous Secret Diary - Keep Out

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took z to the skatepark where i wouldn't help him out of the bowl: he had to keep going (and crashing) till he'd worked out how fast he had to go to boost out.

he only nearly broke his back once, after which i still made him carry on, with a bruised wrist.

something like falling off a horse and getting straight back on.

i'm not sure one can teach obstinance and belligerence, but I have/am both and i will try.

i am also determined and stubborn too.

i probably have my parents to blame for this.

maybe my mother more than my father?

after the skatepark, we did a panic-attack asda shoppe.

i go the extra mile for the multi-seed bread they sell, which is the best in any not-so-supermarket.

RTF to kick about sleepy and in pain all day.

mrs.perou picked up my prescription of anti-depressants: amitriptyline

but i think they're a waste of £8.

i'm not going to be taking them: they say it tales 4-6 weeks to start working and they make you tired.

and i'm not depressed but they also work as a nerve pain killer apparently

it's been over a month waiting for the MRI results now.

(after waiting 6 weeks for the MRI in the first place)

how stoopid was i for not going private.

i am so bored of being in pain.

Perous Secret Diary - Keep Out: August 15, 2014